Cope with life.

Now and then I've been into a miserable days, months. Roughly all I could say is completely about heart; feelings to be exact! Actually it's too abstract to talk about feelings as we all know it is trueistic to measure something that we cannot predict. Okay let me go straight before we drown into an ocean. Basically to have feeling is something norm to all of us. Sad, angry, love, happy and etc are sort of feeling and to deal with them is somewhat we should learn by ourselves. That is what I assume, coping with life. 

My point is (as a teen) I'd prefer to talk about love; a feeling that we naturally have in order for all of us to grow older and thus maturer. (Ignore all the posts I've posted before that were somehow really childish and stupid but I prefer to keep them as for my "bored session" later). This post is mainly about how to cope when you fall or love someone that "maybe" not suitable for you or I could say do not love you back. Do not worry dear people, you are too good for them. TOO GOOD! So, don't be sad, have faith and read all this.

"6 WAYS TO DEAL WITH HEARTBREAK"

First and foremost, you can always implement these steps to either your ex-es, crushes or maybe friends. 

1. Give yourself time. 

    When you are just having a rough time because of the people you love, you really need to give yourself time to grieve or deal with your uncontrolled emotion. Some people might say "make yourself busy", I cannot say not to that as that is one of the best method I used to try. But believe me, by doing so, you do not really cope with your emotion correctly. You are trying to push all the pain away eventhough it still remains there. My advice is, try to be patient. Give yourself time to reward the pain by accepting the fact or in Islam we say "Redha". That is going to be hard but trust me, when you accept the fact that they do not love you anymore or they do not know you're exist ((crush)), you will be alright and receive peace straight away into your heart.

2. Make a space from them

     Constantly being bombarded from your ex or crushes is not going to help you to go through this drab phase. First of all, in order for you to survive this technique, you have to stop stalking them on for instance; Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat or Whatsapp. You can always block them on social media so you would not be tempted to stay on the phone looking at their posts or being over-analyzing that they might be upset for leaving your or they might as well miss you like how you do. If you are still constantly stalking them, this will make your heartbroken phase is becoming more harder to settle.

3. Make plans

      Meanwhile you are still dealing with your unease feeling, you should always remind yourself that life is worth living. It is going to be hard at first but try at least twice a week. Maybe you can always go for a coffee with your friends or watch any movies possible but avoid love story that would probably remind you about your ex or crushes. Try! You will be happier.

4. Be a morning person

     Life is all about how you start your day. I advice you to be a morning person; wake up early and inhale the morning breeze. You can always go for a walk around the park, jogging, hiking or cycling. Make sure you consume your morning with a very productive activity. Go breakfast alone and just having a cup of coffee will place your heart at calm and lovely. For Muslim, do not forget to perform Subh, Allah SWT is not going to let you go through everything, ALONE!

5. Avoid listen to sad song 

    Anyhow, in our life there must be a song that you could relate to your situation. There is always a line of lyrics that represent what is happening to you and that sure could make your heart ache and you will be sad as you could remember all the things you have did with your ex. It does not help you so please stay away from sad song. Listen to a song that could boost your motivation. It will give you new inspiration to start a new beginning.

6. Do not be alone 

   My advice is do not be alone. Be with your friends or family, they will always be there for us. Sitting alone could make you think about your ex more and more and that will make it hard for you to cope with your mission; stop the attachment from them (ex).Tell your bestfriend about your mission, seek help from them. Trust me, friends are the most understanding person you could ever know. They always have the idea of making your heart ease, so talk to them. 

For now I could only give you 6 ways to deal with heartbreak. I am pretty sure there are a lot of another ways to deal with your sadness upon breaking up. Patient is the most important thing in order to have peace and wonderful life ahead. 

You need to do this 3 basic things:

1) Know yourself - get to know yourself, your passion, hobbies or what do you like. 

2) Love yourself - after analyzing everything that possibly make you happy

3) Treat yourself - give yourself a self reward & shine your life with  everything you that you could

Life is only once, if you do not consume it with happiness, who will do? 

That all, GOOD LUCK DEAR FRIENDS!

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A bit of everything

Oh my god, it has been years I did not post anything here; my diary. It was a crucial entry for me to post anything as back then I used to have "heart broken phase". AHAHAHAAHAHAHA, it was too funny and please to those who's willing to read all those posts, please I am begging for you guys to ignore my grammar, they were so sucks. 

Well, now I know what will I do for my upcoming "sem breaks" hihi, see you guys later. 

newww secret.

may i ask anybody?

sometimes i just want someone to be afraid of losing me. if theres any? it sucks doesnt it, feelings like you doesnt good enough! 

and do you ever feel the moment where you can actually feel the pain on your chest from seeing or hearing something that breaks your heart? i always do :( 

I wonder what i look like in your eyes? hmmmmmm and i don't care if it took 5 minutes or whole night, but i just need to seeeeee/talk/be/with you. and i don't expected to get attached like this to you -_- and worst feeling i ever feels was being replaced by somebody i loveeeeee before. and i don't want to feels the same way again. 

and for every now and then. just be honest with me, that's all i ask for really. but remember. i forgive a lot but i never forget what's said and done. andddd you will regret it coz you never know how much you like someone until you watch them like somebody elseee.

night peeps. it's a boring post. :( emmmmm.

Have you ever thought?

Hai guys and girls. For today i would like to start my post with a question. Have you ever thought? emm. what eh? Haaaaaaa

Have you ever thought you meant a lot to someone and then you find out that you're just one person out of so many others that they talk to. and compare to the way they talk to the other people, you are really just nothing? :'(

But at some point, I have to realize that some people can stay in my heart. but not in my life. but somehow. to be happy we have to forget about what's gone or what is not meant to be yours. and look forward to what's coming next. em em. 

for me. i would always fake a smile on my face. draw a cute smile and blow a great voice. so that, people won't ever know i'm hurts. or even i'm dying. oh god. almighty Allah why do you have to burden me with this kind of problem. 

i just want to forget all the things. how can i know you this short period of time. and we get so close. like seriously close. and i just can't stop thinking of you while you can just sleep without thinking of me. i just want to forget you forever. forever. forever. 

it's hurts when you just can remains as a friend with the one you want the most. but i'm starting to wonder if you ever really cared. and and I still like you. but i'm tired of trying. night :'( 

Tomorrow. please. be. nice. to. me. tq xoxo

it is a sad Good Night. 

P/S : oh by the way aku gaduh dengan bestfriend aku nuya. haha kau bongek lah -_- kalau kau baca post nih, kesian lah kat aku. aku tengah sedih, jgn barankan aku lagi gila. haha kirim salam Fared sayang kau tuh. aku doakan korang kawin. dah puas hati? nak sangat aku letak nama kau dalam blog ni -,- bye! 

it's me. COMPLEX

That is why every now and then, i always said that i am just the way so complex to understand. well, that is me. i am just the way who i am. and what people knows is just a part of me, i even still yet don't know what type of person i am. what is me? hahaha this is so complicated. so so complicated. because people still judges me like they know me 100%. i tell you, i also don't completely understand myself. and who are you to judge me here and there? it's a mess. i hate people. people are people :'( hmm. 

i am PARADOX. i want to be happy, but i think of things that make me sad. i'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself but i also love who i am. i say i don't care, but seriously i really do. i crave for attention, but when it comes my way, i reject it. i'm a conflicted contradiction, and IF I CAN'T FIGURE OUT MYSELF, THERE IS NO WAY ANYONE ELSE HAS. :'( You get it? Pleaseeeeeee make a move and stop talking about myself. I have lost so much. Everything, except my family.

i just want to be happy here in this drab world. please let me be happy while i still can. nobody knows who is me and what's happened to me right? pleaseee let me be happy for a while. yeahh, every day i smile. every moment i laugh. i really love to smile and laugh, because i want people around me to make me happy. eventhough it's hurt. just let me and myself only know it right? hmmm. 

what hurts the MOST.

you know what hurts you the most is? for me, it is "Being "just friends" with someone you want the most". hm in my case, i would always being just friends with the one i love the most. like so many times i've been dumb by the one who i wish to be together. it's okay, i am also a teenager. right? xD falling in love is normal. it's just with whom i fall to is different. 

for this time, i fell for somebody who love somebody else. it's like i'm running for no reason. i'm chasing for somebody who chase someone else. but truthfully, you never supposed to mean this much to me, i was never supposed to fall this hard. but you know what? i did that's the truth, that's what keep me holding on. because it hurts like HELL  to let you go. :( 

entah lah. I thought you were different to others. but i'm wrong. hah, like usually i'm wrong lah. :') 

it's my fate to be fall in love with you. i hope you would ever at least notice me. once.

i am the type of person who is always smile and loves to laugh. if you are falling down, i will be right there to pick you up. i'm the one who always says sorry, even if it is not my fault. even if i'm feeling like the scum of the earth, I WILL NEVER LET YOU KNOW. This is me, the one who is afraid to love, because I have already lost so much! :( 

Feelings.

hello guys. it's been almost a year since i've posted a post. hahaha :'D i've been quite busy every now and then, yelah kan. SPM is there waiting for me this november. Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So, how's your life? haha don't ask mine, it goes quite hard moment. i mean, the hard phase is really in love with me. yeahh, yeahh. haha ;) sokayy lah. 

For this week I've been thinking about my feelings. I don't know how to describe it is. I fall in love? Fall in love? With the one who love somebody else? Left me like DUMB ASS. But it is hard to forget somebody that I've love for quite new. Like everyday I kept on thinking about the one I call actually a stranger last year. I hope nobody know who it is. Or should I just kill myself and let everybody knows including that person? Ohh no, I'm going to die as a doctor or engineer or maybe a lawyer. haha . What is your opinion about my not-so-clear situation? Should I go back and waiting for that person and just keep on hoping+wasting my time or just go on. Oh this question, I should use my brain to ask my heart. But my brain won't process it so my heart would give the answer like this " just go back because you love that person, you really love that person like there is nobody else. I don't want you to be hurt, so fall in love back." But, it does hurt me as well. I also have my own secret admires *BEING BOASTED for a whileeeee. Hehew. But, my heart is keeps on telling me to love that person. What kind of person? Hmm.

Dear The Person I really fall in love with :
  

     Hey, I'd really missed you since you've been away. Like seriously, I wasted my times just for you? Should I go back to you? Or not? Sometimes I can't predict your unpredictable personality. you are just so different from others. You are really unique. For meeeee! When I left you that day, you didn't say anything. You just did that. You didnt have any words from your mouth. I'm dumbed. You left me like a stupid. Ohh how I hate you that day until I cried for like thousand times. * Ohh noo! It is my secret!!! Hmm, it was so hurting. I was like going to suicide. You're the reason why I don't have can't go through my day like usual! Thankyou -,-'. Oh by the way, didn't you recognize that all my words were meant for you. It is all for you. All the hatred I said. It were all for you. I wish I could forget you like How you forgot me. :/

Tonight, I kept on thinking about you. And still wondering, do you ever thought about me? Even just for a  second. Because I think about you for 25 hours a day. Hm, You did treat me like nobody else. And that's gave me a hopes. Stop giving people hopes. Hope is so precious especially for a person like me. Because, I really hope that  at least you can be mine for a day. Even just for a day. But still, maybe I could continue hoping. Right? But seriously, take me away for a day and we get back late at night. I will sleep and when I wake up, I promise I won't bother you even if I'm suffering. Seriously.

I WILL MAKE SURE TO KEEP MY DISTANCE, SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN YOU'RE NOT LISTENING.

WISH BEFORE SLEEP : I hope that you'll read this. I really love you and tonight I keep on thinking of this. I really want to get out of this. I hope you CAN START THE CONVERSATION like how I usually do. I really want to be yours, and you to be mine even though for a day. But if I couldn't, I still can bare even if it will kill me. Seriously it is agonizing to see you're happy without me. Yet, I also happy if you are happy. Good night. Good night... 

Night peeps. Thankyou for the reading :')

You CAN'T Please Everyone

Hello, Assalamualaikum.

Okay today my new post is about me actually ;) But when I realized that the way I am now is just wasting my time. Okayyyyy 'stop wasting your time on people who don't love you'. This is so true because it is just wasting our time by waiting for somebody who don't love us. In fact, there are many more peoples out there who love us, it just we don't see them.

For some, especially for those whose interest relies heavily on pleasing everyone around them, wasting time on people who don't love them in an effort to try to convince those people to love them is a major part of their lives. Okay, if you are one of these people *including me, it is time for you to make a bigger change TODAY! NOWWWWWWWWWW! Life is way to short to waste time trying to convince someone that you are WORTHY to be lovedd. Am I wrong? not of course ^^ muahaha

Allah made us all unique, beautiful, complete, good looking, clever, in one word. 'GLORIOUS INDIVIDUALS'. So, if someone refuses to see how special that you are, then you SHOULD refuse to even give them time out of your day. I know this is hard, but after we try all over again, I think we can! Just say yeahhh you can, so you can ^^ hahaha :D what broken english i used! Stop wasting the precious time we have on the people who don't love us andddd *this is what we actually have to do, focus the spending of your time on the people who do love you. And also, be sure to make time to focus on LOVING YOURSELF. You should pay more attention on studies, that is how you loves yourself. Doing so, will make it very easy for a very deserving person to love you as well :D The endd! hahaha.

do you agree?  yeahh you should, people now they doesn't look for te one who loves them but keep on searching someone who they love but that someone love another person. *hahaha this is me ^^ correct, so what are you waiting for? make a biggger change today! so that, your time would not be waste easily for someone who doesn't love you ;) teheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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Get livinggg peopleee! Stop worrying ;)

Hello everybodehh. Since I haven't post anything for a quite long time, so today I want to tell to all my readers ' I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUU ! ' Sweet right? Yes I am. Instead of s handsome person, i am such a sweet person too. Okay that's sooooooooooooooooooooooo not okay! haha Okay today I want to share my opinion on Stop worrying. and get a life! Well, people nowadays seemsto be so worry about small matter and start make an excuses. And it is sooooooooooooooo lame. You know what will I share is about STOP WORRYING AND START LIVING! *I am shoutinggggg here* muahahaha XD

 We are always getting ready to live, but never living. Get living *this bold quotes told me somethingg preciousss. seriouslyyyyy! It is awesomeee hahaha xD

In order to get living, we mustttttttttttttttttt make the choice to stop making an excuses, to stop worrying about the resources that we don't have, to stop worrying about the things that may hold us back including

what we LACK! *understand? After that, start the journey that we DESIRE to complete. And I believe all 

people have their own dreams and goals to achieve right? Because, I'm as well have a mission to complete for 

this two years. *SPM 2013 please be nicee to me? I'm struggle and I'm work on youuu bebeh! <

bhahaha. Okayy and as you know, not everything will always be in order in which we want before we go for 

our dreams, and the sooner we start is usually the sooner that we will get to goal or dream in which we believe in. YESSS!

Committing to living, instead of getting ready to live is an important value in life that we all must develop in 

order to become successful! Not everything will always be perfect! *should always reminds me this! And one

more thing we should remember is *LIFE IS ALWAYS PRESENT CHALLENGES TO YOU THAT YOU MUST OVERCOME IN ORDER TO FEEL AS THOUGH AS YOU ARE SUCCESSFUL!  teheeeeeee :D right right? So what are you waiting now? Embark on your journey now and get livinggggggg! :D weeeeeee

LET'S BE SUCCESS TOGETHER!

Okay that's all for todayyyy ^^ bye byeee ^^ Assalamualaikummm ;)

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Sometimes, Everybody Needs Somebody

Whether we choose to agree with it or not, the fact is simple, every single one of us needs somebody, at least every once in a while. Though some are more independent than others, there are going to be times in our lives in which we are going to need someone else's help. Whether this help comes in the form of advice because we are unsure of what to do in a situation, or if we just need someone to listen to us clear our thoughts, or even someone to just be there for us to lean on when we need a shoulder to cry on, every single person needs someone sometimes. Never let yourself feel less than the special gift of god that you really are just because you need someone else to be there for you. Having someone to help us through is a big part of being human. There is no possible way that people would have survived this long in this world without helping one another. Just be sure to be a helping hand to others as well, because just as you needed somebody, so will everyone else around you at some point. This is what I think, and I feel this is right! Sometimes, we need somebody right? We're not a superman, we're just a simple human being? created by ALLAH, we are so weak. 

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